Live According to Your Thoughts!

It was long ago, since I meet her. I was really shocked when I see her from close. She is the woman who can stole my hard heart ever. This is first time I love some girl. I didn’t know why, I think it’s just a dream, but I feel it’s real. I falling in love with her. But, the biggest problem about love is when we love someone but she don’t give any respect for us. It’s must be painful for us to know that our love is nothing by her. And that’s what I feel for now. For the first time I love someone, but this is the first time too I rejected. The rightness, sweetness, hapiness, and everything those everyone said about love are gone like a cloud that lose without leave any sign. I ask to my self, is this meaning of love?

Okay guys, like I said before, this is happened in long time ago, and I still alive with amount of spirit, you see? Cuz I now don’t care about love anymore, the most important thing I should to do are accomplish my goal and my dream that still not fulfilled yet. For long time ago I declared and decided not to love someone till I reach what I desire. Cus I won’t make my lovely family sad caused me and I want make them proud of me. For me love is not worth even than scum. And right now till the end, I’ve decided to live according to my thoughts !!!